Today marks a Milestone.

My name is Andrew Stewart. I am 19 and today I am not going to run.
I am approaching a situation. That I would normally avoid. and I am not. I am not going to be a coward today.
I will be humble
I will be silent
I will be where I want to be..but miles away at the same time.

If this was the opportunity you were looking for I beg you reconsider.
I am glad I was invited to this.

But tonight isn't the night to figure things out.
Not at a show
Not around a ton of people.

This is not a threat. I am only saying that I will be on edge tonight. and Until I am comfortable it is best not to try anything.

I doubt anyone reads this before tonight.

but I posted it.

I love you..really.
Andy