Yep.

So I spend the whole week and all of today building up the courage by myself to go to the house show that I was invited to tonight.

I was not a coward.
I went.
By myself.
and I was turned away.

I really feel like part of this family.
and it is the spitting image of your american dysfunctional family. Ive been pushed away. My friends tell me that I shouldn't put up with it. But I do.. Cause I love you so ridiculously much. I love you. You told me that you thought no different of me..YOU LIED. You are a LIAR. I am no longer welcome in your CLIQUE thats what it is. You are supposed to be the example here..and My friends who are not christians think you represent Christ negatively. I fight for you. I tell them not to think that way. I try my hardest..but They told me that I can no longer stand up for you. I'll still try.. But they will think what they want..and they will talk about it to everyone they know.

I miss you guys.

I don't know what to do anymore.

If you wan't me gone.. JUST FUCKING SAY SO.

Thats all
all with love.
Cause I love you.
Andy