Writing

Again.

New poems. Im not going to use them for spoken word.
Nor will I share them with many people. maybe a few. I wouldn't ask though. cause If I dont show them to you. probably means I dont want to share it with you. take no offense I just want to limit these to those that will take it in and think about it. and I know who those people are.

The last post was lyrics by this band called Dead Hearts. Those lyrics kinda connected with my recent circumstances. so I thought I would share them.

Read them if you want. I don't mean to upset anyone.

I feel orphaned. so distant from everyone I love. that's what I get I suppose. this isn't a normal thing families have to deal with..naturally nobody knows what to do and its a train wreck. so I am getting pushed aside and You are not getting treated well either. hmm. Good work dealing with it. cause its driving me Fucking crazy.

Saturday could have been a disaster. Good thing Everlong made me want to cry like a baby and I ran out of there before I saw someone who apparently wanted to see me.

Im fuckin ruined.

I also feel like I'm dying.
probably am. Just saying.

That's about it.

Still Love you
Andy Stewart